我想找一首歌，但只知道部分歌词：I didn't love you then, but I love you now.

歌手Chuckie Akenz,越南籍加拿大人,自幼生活在混乱的多伦多芬治大街(Jane & Finch)，一直到19岁．从一个因为家庭的原因而与朋友加入黑帮的小混混，成长为一个拥有全球惊人CD畅销量的歌手．

被多伦多Kiss 92 FM，评为顶尖MC．先后接受Toronto Star, Toronto Sun, and CBC radio的采访而引起关注。

歌手资料也就找到这些些，而这首歌，我遇到的多数人都会与我争执背景那个柔美女声与Rap说唱和谐与否的问题。风格上有个人说得好：“背景音乐太凄美,一下就联想到苏格兰的风笛,寂静苍凉的小城,寂寥无语的恋情；而Chuckie的说唱浑厚有力,一下子感觉是来自纽约街区无法延续的爱情中,男人的带着愤怒的伤感。”但他还是反对的：太喜欢背景音乐，一直想把背景音乐和Chuckie的说唱部分独立开来,仍然是很动听的两首歌。

自己也是老喜欢那个哼唱的女声，Chuckie的说唱咬字浑圆略有些不清，带有亚洲人特有的口音，特别而可爱。两个截然的声音，在我听来却是动听。可能牵涉到更多的自我感情因素，我们明处暗处的感伤，咆哮出口的悲愤与独抱双臂的惆怅，恶狠狠的念头与溢满胸怀的柔情……它们毫不矛盾。一如我对你，幻想中是无辜柔弱的女孩，实际上在你现前却是个一往无前的女人。不可否认，我伤害你在先，你渐行渐远是我们两人共同的无能为力。我们的穷途末路已赫然昭示，挥舞双手去哭喊去强留，不如听这么一首歌，轻微感伤轻微怀想，最后挥手告别。

这个六月里空气里多了许多轻盈，木棉开始飘絮，漫天的小白花朵如逐水落花；紫薇花只在树梢上高高地开放，是写意的笔随意在空中画的浪漫点缀；今天下了雨，天地都灰了，然而雨是那么清凉明亮；还有耳畔飘的这首歌，那个嘹亮女声把细弱声线引向了高空，像我午夜坐在天台上摇晃着双腿，有些快乐有些感伤有些悠然有些不安……

歌名取得好，You were my everything，那么热烈地歌唱，却清醒地知道一切已成过去时。

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you were my everything歌词
(Talking)This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I like, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and trul
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
you are number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
(Talking) I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times Remember when we kissed
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
(Talking) And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy